只想跟自己對話

星期四的通識課老師會放一些關於動物的影片
這禮拜的主題是"Animal Breeding"
雖然只有短短的20分鐘  但卻讓我記憶深刻

美麗的、醜陋的、光滑的、垂老的、尊貴的、低賤的、不可侵犯的、可以販賣的…
如果身體是一個容器，什麼東西可以填滿他？
                                                                               
水？食物？愛情？金錢？性？一切的欲望？
                                                                               
四處流竄的身體，為什麼流浪？為什麼停不下來？可以為誰稍留片刻？
                                                                               
一個身體多麼渴望進入或被進入另外一個身體，像兩朵雲相遇化成雨，滋潤大地。

星期二女人
個性熱情大方活力充沛，幽默感十足且樂觀積極
給外人輕鬆愉快的氣氛

人的一生
到頭來都是一場空
數十年的生命
就在幾小時的時間化為灰燼
有生之年
又有什麼值得去爭去奪?
活的自在  享受生活
才不枉此生

那天在車庫看到了TEANA的主人
帶著一籠八隻的小黃金獵犬
阿~~~~~~~~~~~阿~~~~~~~~~阿~~~~~~~~~~
超級可愛的阿~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
他們可是帶有喜氣的新年寶寶呢
牠們的主人超好    還打開籠子給我摸
好柔好軟   有舒潔衛生紙的感覺  XD
好想跟他們買一隻喔...
那一籠可是值十萬元的耶
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我想要小黃金啦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>O<

Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah
Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that feeling
won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right
I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
Now I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4
You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

凌晨
一通電話驚醒了我
馬麻的聲音
我猜想的到是什麼事
真的不到一個禮拜的時間
外公走了
跟筱雯的生日差了一天
今天是三八婦女節
不是外公的節

睡夢中突然傳來了廣播聲"現在有地震"
接著我的床開始搖晃
書櫃上的玻璃瓶發出叮叮咚咚的碰撞聲
腦中開始想:
我現在哪阿? 學校還是家裡? 
啊~~~~是家裡! 啊~~~~是七樓!!
張開眼睛發現地震似乎停了
但沒多久又開始搖了
我拼命尖叫"媽媽~~~~~~~媽媽~~~~~~媽媽~~~~~~~~"
聽到老媽也在門外回我
我衝出房間抱住媽咪
然後是一陣大哭
我也不知道怎麼會那麼怕地震和打雷閃電
小時候也沒這樣
媽咪拍著我的背說沒事了
老爸跟小宇兩個根本沒感覺
還在大聲地打呼  =______=
真羨慕他們
如果真有什麼事   他們也是在夢裡安詳地離開
而我卻要經歷害怕才走!>"<